I Just Don't Know

I'm fuming. Literally. My body is radiating and I feel like my insides are shaking since last night and it just seems to progressively be getting worse.

B.

I do not know what else to fucking do.

He's constantly throwing complete bullshit in my face and I keep wiping it off and keeping the constant hope for our relationship.

The hope is finally cracked, and the crack is pretty fucking big.

Happy October

This morning I had my pediatric gastroenterologist appointment, 8:45am. No school. :D
We got to the hospital and the parking was insane so my dad let me go in the main entrance and I found my way to the check in for my specific kind of appointment then my dad met up with me after finding a parking spot.

Distended Pain

This isn't right and I've known it for a long time.

My stomach is so distended and my skin feels tight. I'm eating and drinking correctly and yet somehow my bowels still despise me.

I am so incredibly fed up with this I want to sit and stand and be comfortable doing so. 

But no, my skin is always pulling, my tummy is always pooched out because I'm always full.

It's such a problem..

Oh, To Live In A Dream...

Me: I'd rather just live in a dream 24/7.

B: Really? :\

Me: Yeah better than real life..

B: Guess you'd finally have a good boyfriend in your dreams too. :')

Me: What?

B: Just forget about it...what's up?

Me: Haha no I'm not going to forget about it.