A lot happened in the past few days. Nothing life changing but just stuff. I was gonna write a blog but I didn't feel like it and I still don't but hey, nothing better to do. I'm gonna update on today and some thoughts.
Me and B went to go see Paranorman in 3D. It was awesome but not as good as Coraline (my all time favorite movie). He was just in such a bad mood. I could tell something was off this morning. He was talking weird..too..serious. Different. Forced. I don't know.. After the movie we went to Wendy's and I got..wait for it..a Berry Almond Chicken salad! Finally I reached that goal (mentioned in a June blog). It was..so fucking delicious oh my god... yes.
But after Wendy's we went to the music shop across the road and I got incense and a burner..and he was still acting weird. The whole time I was with him he seemed so..pissed. Not at me, just in general.
He took me home after that.. And my day was ruined. I wanted to go to the mall and hang out like we planned but it's like..every time we make plans they always get altered or fucked in general.
I'm fucking sick of it. Our plans always sound so good and they either turn into just chilling and doing nothing at his house, or being cancelled all together.. He's so fucking indecisive and hard to please anymore. I need friends. I need a car to go do stuff on my own. But I don't even have a license yet. I'm 2 months away from my permit expiring.
I want to go out and do stuff. Fun stuff. I'm trying to get out of my comfort zone but that's a huge problem when I'm trapped in one.
Fuck.
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