Babbling

I love the feeling of air conditioning. It's 75 degrees out right now and it's really sunny.
The sun hurts my eyes, a lot. It gives me instant migraines. So I wear huge sunglasses.
I'd rather be inside all the time.
But I want to go swimming right now, like really badly. But it's not quite warm enough today.
The forecast has been shit since we got out of school. Rain, cold. Way to go, PA.
I want to do something tonight but there's nothing to do and no one to do anything with.
I pushed all my friends away and there's nothing me and my boyfriend can agree on..
so right now it looks like I might be stuck home tonight..again.
This isn't how summer should be. -___-

I hope I could find a good movie...or something to do.
I wish I had more readers on here, then I'd say more. But right now I'm just uselessly babbling.
I keep debating on not even posting this, but I'm going to because this is my blog where I'm going to let everything out. Even if it's not about my eating disorders. 
Oh, I had a real messed up dream last night. I can't remember it in order but I just remember the seniors in my school were graduating and they were inside waiting in their grad robes and stuff. There were a few tables set up with food for them since it was after school. I don't know why but me and my friend were there. It was the last day of school. And there were just bugs. Ants, spiders everywhere. I'm terrified of bugs so I was purely freaked out.
I wonder if it means anything. It was a darker-feeling dream.
Awe well just as long as it wasn't real.