My Dear Tiana,
I've been planning a binge for you since you woke up. You're hungry today even though you're not. You can't control it, I can and you're going to binge tonight on those amazing, sweet grapes, raspberries, nectarines, apples and pears you just got at the store because I told you to. Mmmm that sweet fruit. We both know what tastes good with what. Ignore the pain that's gonna follow because it's going to be so good when you're doing it. Tonight at the therapists, you won't tell her you're planning a binge. You're going to zone out and think of what you're going to eat with what.
Don't worry, you can do that "starting fresh" shit again tomorrow. Maybe it'll work for a day, maybe I'll grab you by the throat again like today. Today you need me for a reason you can't place. You just need me like you always have. You'll never not need me. But that's okay, because I'll always be here. You're all mine and I'll always take care of you. You got your period yesterday, one day over a month. You're still eating regular foods. Good girl. But late at night, you know that's when it's the most tempting to eat. And I know that's the easiest time to grab you. These binges for the past few days prove it. So go to the therapists. Come home and take that walk. But when you get done with that shower...
Fucking bitch. You're all mine.
Love Always,
Ed
I've been planning a binge for you since you woke up. You're hungry today even though you're not. You can't control it, I can and you're going to binge tonight on those amazing, sweet grapes, raspberries, nectarines, apples and pears you just got at the store because I told you to. Mmmm that sweet fruit. We both know what tastes good with what. Ignore the pain that's gonna follow because it's going to be so good when you're doing it. Tonight at the therapists, you won't tell her you're planning a binge. You're going to zone out and think of what you're going to eat with what.
Don't worry, you can do that "starting fresh" shit again tomorrow. Maybe it'll work for a day, maybe I'll grab you by the throat again like today. Today you need me for a reason you can't place. You just need me like you always have. You'll never not need me. But that's okay, because I'll always be here. You're all mine and I'll always take care of you. You got your period yesterday, one day over a month. You're still eating regular foods. Good girl. But late at night, you know that's when it's the most tempting to eat. And I know that's the easiest time to grab you. These binges for the past few days prove it. So go to the therapists. Come home and take that walk. But when you get done with that shower...
Fucking bitch. You're all mine.
Love Always,
Ed
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